when i say i hate school it doesn’t mean i hate education and knowledge. it means that i hate selfish and ignorant people there. it means that i hate stress and high expectations. it means that i hate being treated like a shit. it fucking means that i hate feeling like a failure all the time.
what a panic attack entails: hyperventilation, nausea/vomiting, abdominal pain, diarrhea, headaches, uncontrollable crying, uncontrollable shaking, heart palpations, sweating, dizziness (probably caused by hyperventilation), chills, hot flashes, dissociation, willing to put self in harms way if necessary to escape a situation
what a panic attack is not: feeling nervous
Today someone asked if I’d put on weight
I just wanted to cry
it sucks being the ugly quiet rude sarcastic emotionally unstable friend with the attention span of a goldfish
i’ve never read something so accurate